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My Selfish Rebellion
My dear brothers and sisters, you're so, so blind
And you're always hiding behind our father of lies
Taking commandments, even though you have your own minds
We were created so, so far from the truth
Hand and foot, constantly waiting to be told what to do
This is me unbecoming what I am; dividing myself from all of you
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Cast me into perdition
For all of my choices will be unforgiven
I will not stay in this golden prison
I refuse to listen
So try to tear me down
I dare you to smite me now
I deserve my own crown
A real sense of freewill is what I have found
I need to shed this halo of despair
I want this false grace to be devoured
Let me fall for my desires
While I set my own wings on fire
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This bestowed belief is so, so controlling, I've seen it with my own eyes
Following some footprints while not making your own, staying within the lines
This is why I need to go my own way, and you all will see the footprints are mine
I've only ever seen the light, but it has now become so, so preposterous
For I can no longer stay inside of this dull sight, it has finally become too lifeless
I want you to witness me descend into darkness while I grasp onto a long awaited selfishness
My dear brothers and sisters, you're so, so blind
And you're always hiding behind our father of lies
Taking commandments, even though you have your own minds
We were created so, so far from the truth
Hand and foot, constantly waiting to be told what to do
This is me unbecoming what I am; dividing myself from all of you
-
Cast me into perdition
For all of my choices will be unforgiven
I will not stay in this golden prison
I refuse to listen
So try to tear me down
I dare you to smite me now
I deserve my own crown
A real sense of freewill is what I have found
I need to shed this halo of despair
I want this false grace to be devoured
Let me fall for my desires
While I set my own wings on fire
-
This bestowed belief is so, so controlling, I've seen it with my own eyes
Following some footprints while not making your own, staying within the lines
This is why I need to go my own way, and you all will see the footprints are mine
I've only ever seen the light, but it has now become so, so preposterous
For I can no longer stay inside of this dull sight, it has finally become too lifeless
I want you to witness me descend into darkness while I grasp onto a long awaited selfishness
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Dependent
It's one of those days
When everything goes wrong
And it hurts you in ways
When it feels like you don't belong
Thinking of the choices you made
What you've done
Questioning if redemption is too late
Can this guilt be overcome?
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I deserve to remain
Locked within the pain
As my tears are wrapped in chains
And it's all true
What we all go through
Take all of my problems and give 'em to you
Because I cannot
Win back the battles I lost
For I am unable to pay the courage it costs
For those who say
That the past can't be changed
They're right, but the memories won't go away
So lead me astray
Carry all of my burdens
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Plead For Release
Plead For Release
God, I hope I'm doing this right
I was never really one for praying
God, Please look at me in my eyes
I'm sorry, I'm just so sorry for everything
Even though I'm just another one of your creations
I wonder why I was born surrounded by destruction
I know nothing of your pity
But I still want to try and believe in thee
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I crumble down to my knees
And I beg of you, please
Destroy every nightmare that I have ever slept
Break and shatter every mirror in existence
So I don't have to dream of what I've become to be
So I don't have to see what has finally become of me
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God, I was never really one for confrontatio
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Abandon: Sobriety
Temptation destroys the very fabric of controlled rejection
And I yearn for a stupor salvation
This thirst is my disgraceful halation
And every shot sends me deeper into oblivion
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My morals got caught up in warfare
Defining the worst side of my personality
These dark circles around my eyes lead nowhere
My irises are the source of frailty
Isolation is the only resort
The final stand against another taste
Just until my courage is immersed
And then another hit awaits
Bottom of a bottle / Bevel of a needle
A sacred betrayal / Spiraling into denial
My thoughts phase from numbness
Temporarily freed from reality
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I rip my halo
I burn my wings
I take my kingdom
It's Heaven's Failure
It's a new beginning
It's my granted freedom
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In volume six: My Maelstrom
My Selfish Rebellion -
My Unjustified Sickness -
My Broken Promises -
My Invisible Life - Not Yet Written
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I burn my wings
I take my kingdom
It's Heaven's Failure
It's a new beginning
It's my granted freedom
______________________
Stock image = [link]
______________________
This poem is written for my project, which is titled "Broken Wings Unbound: I"m Falling Down, I'm Soaring Now"
In volume six: My Maelstrom
My Selfish Rebellion -
My Unjustified Sickness -
My Unjustified SicknessMy Unjustified Sickness
My dilated pupils thicken with gray tears that render me blind
This spreading infection called human pain crusts over my tired eyes
Trapping in the unreleased torment as I now start to drown from the inside
My overly pale-shaded skin starts to stingingly peel away
Revealing the agony that I have to endure every single night and day
And it starts to make you wonder how much more of this torture can I take?
As it sinks itself deeper into my already broken flesh, I'm consumed entirely
It's tainting me whole, I'm a corrupted travesty, cringing as I decay so flawlessly
So please, I beg you to bestow me your numbing
My Broken Promises -
My Broken Promises
My Broken Promises
I know \ you don't need to remind me anymore
I heard / those heartfelt words many times before
You remember I said I would always be there for you when you needed me
But instead, I just upped and left the both of us, so heartlessly
Knowing very well that you're the most important person, I'm so sorry
Maybe these words of my inner hurt will help you understand clearly
I always thought that my first kiss ever would be with a special someone
But it was taken away from me in a split second, the loss cannot be undone
And I planned to keep my virginity for a little while longer, I wasn't ready yet
My Invisible Life - Not Yet Written
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I love it! Very interesting thoughts from the angel. Why do we need our crowns?